if you want to be beautiful
buy flowers and take
them to the cemetery
if you want to be free
write a letter to the person
you hate most then realize
you do not hate them
if you want to be wild
wake up at 6 AM, drink
hot coffee and watch the
if you want to be happy
smile at every person
you see even if they aren’t
One thing that I really like about my job is that people call me “Miss Artist” , and they come to me with questions about creative projects :)
I’m having a really weird experience at work right now. I’m off in 2 hours, so I’m happy about that, and I feel excited about going home to sleep, but I really should work on some art, and that makes me stressed and excited and happy and weird all at the same time.
Also, a girl that I work with just came up to the front desk and asked where the firetruck is, and it doesn’t make sense because nothing is on fire. Also, the whole office building is so quiet like everyone literally fell asleep at their desks, and like half of the people that work here went home at noon because they are stupid lucky mother fuckers.
I’m having a terrible time with this, but it’s also a really fun thing to experience, but it terrifies the fuck out of me, and all I wanna do is sleep and paint at the same time.
EDIT: Now I feel like I’m going to throw up.
“Temptation” 11 x 14in oil on panel
I’m sitting in my closet with all the lights off in my room, and my dad just came in my room and walked right past my closet door… He didn’t notice I was in here..,
- plot twist: he likes you back
And in that moment I realized that my standards may be too high…